And so it begins

So its the last day of my interim and after today so begins my summer. I have been taking the TESOL I interim and it has been a lot of fun. I have learned a lot of things and much of it is practical and can be put to use to teach English. I cannot wait to take more TESOL classes, although having taking TESOL I to get ahead I signed myself up for a 7 A.M MWF next semester.. OH JOY. But now summer starts and I hope to stay busy by working 2 jobs and being heavily involved in my church. Well to all my fellow friends at Crown.. I am missing ya.. Hope to see all of you back in a few months. Take care of yourselves over the summer. I'll try to keep you updated on how my summer is going but we will see how busy I get lol!

The end in sight

So there are exactly four weeks till we are officially out of school and into summer vacation. Thats really not that long and we only have two real weeks of classes in there. I am really excited about next week because it is Bible conference down here! I am looking forward to see what God will do and what he is going to speak specifically to me about. I can not wait to here some great preaching! Along with the great preaching there are going to be a lot of visitors coming and a few friends. I really am looking forward to getting to see Brad and spend some time with him, also excited to meet Grace's best friend Danielle. Bible conference is going to be fun, but it is also going to be a great time to see God work. But now with the end in sight it becomes so important to stay on top of things and not get a lazy attitude and just put off doing work. We must finish strong and then stay strong over the summer. Many great things lie ahead, we cannot give up before we reach them

Two decades

So I have now live two decades. I have lived to be twenty years old, that is an accomplishment for me as accident prone and some of the crazy things I have done. You ask do you feel older? Well I mean you kinda can but you know how it is. My birthday was really great, but it was my first birthday away from home, so I didn't get my usual birthday meal, I got stuck with "Crown Food" lol. I was able to spend time with friends and just have a good day. It was the first birthday I have never had a cake or anything so it was kinda different. But now that I am not a teenager there are alot of expectations lol. I am hoping that being twenty is a good thing, but I am now half way to being over the Hill :O. Well thats all i have for now, ill keep you all updated on things.

In answer to my question

IF you mess up where do you turn. There is only one place, that is to turn to God. God will strengthen and guide you. He is the only way.

If you mess up?

If you have messed up so badly what are you to do? If you have hurt the one closest to you, ruined chances you were given what can you do. It seems all you do is make a mistake, all you do is mess things up. And the hardest thing is not that you messed up thing for you, you messed something up for someone else. It just seems to drag you down. What do you do when the storms comes, when it seems there is not more light left around you, when all you feel like you can do is just give up? What do you do? Where do you go? When you have no one to talk to about the way you feel inside and how much it hurts, and how you just feel like doing nothing because it seems like there is no point. What to do? It seems as though your whole world is crashing in around you and its because of what you did, not what anyone else did.

So there ya have it

Yup there ya have it. SO its two weeks to midterms. Thats right for all you crownies who forgot, that mean lots of stuff to get done and little time to get it done in. But on another note we have holiday coming up this week. Yeah thats right Valentines day. It used to be one of my hated holidays. Its not really anymore, but I guess it takes having someone you can get something for Valentines day to get you over that. But for all you out there with no one, well I feel for ya, but keep hoping and trying there is always next year. But school is going good, but im missing my good buddy Brad who had to go home for this semester. Can't wait to see him in April. Well I hope you all have a great day and just keep smiling. Remember, God is in control, just have faith in Him and he will get you through

DUE TO QUESTIONS

Ok, so many people are questioning if I'm going to finish my story. Ok yes i am but right now no. IM still trying to decide if that is just going to be a story of part of my book. But really I just love to leave people on the edge. I do know how that part of the story is going to end but im waiting to write it. It will come in good time, unless I decide to leave you hanging and wait till the book comes out. But anyways school has started back and Im excited. But yeah, just be patient a writer never rushes. Plus im working on another story at the same time.